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i am in beijing again, i will travel with my family in the next two and a half weeks to cambodia, vietnam and southern china (where tim is now working). i get back to the states on june 15th.
july first i move to philly, i have summer school in july and august.
july 27 to august 6th i will be taking andy to france to visit our cousin hillary who is studying there.
aside from that, i will be back and forth between philly. i want to make it home to lanc on weekends as often as possible.
i miss all of you, and i'm sorry that i didn't get the chance to see everyone while i was home these past two weeks. there will be time.
enjoy these summer days...it's our last "guilt free" summer cause next summer we'll be looking for a career! (well, some of us ^_^ )
xoxo-sa |
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i'm left speechless...
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| "black bird singing in the dead of night, take these lonely wings and learn to fly. all your life, you were only waiting for this moment to..."
i've been feeling a sort of lonely nastalgia recently. i can not fatham the act of leaving. the pysical aspect, yes, but others, no. there are too many ghosts and i'm only twenty-one.
do we really know what we want out of life? is it pride to think that one's life will be worthwhile. i feel that imprints are what are required, nothing substancial. i want to touch people. feel their skin. it can be like velvet, or dewy, or even smell like peppermint.
beijing draws the life out of us...it's dry, gray, and cold today. the people can be callous and also kind. foreigners have just gotten over their "foreign devil" status. but i'm worse than a foreigner, i'm a "mixed blood", no homeland. but i want to exist in others, or just one other. or perhaps no one at all.
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| what can i say except i'm ready to come home.
i'll be in lanc and philla this summer. will anyone else be around. i sure hope so.
let's be young again. ok? |
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